dyingdancer

so i didnt lose any weight over the weekend. that isnt terrible because A- i'm on my period and B-i binged like a starving crackwhore. so its ok.

my 'goal date' is my dance team's big performance show, which as of now is 25 days away (december 1). what i did was go through the calendar on my cell phone and put a countdown with a reminder alarm every day at 5:00, which is usually when my cravings start. so everyday at 5 ill get a friendly reminder that i have however many days to lose my gut, or risk going on stage looking like this. i have other performances throughout the semester, obviously, but im not as concerned about looking as fat as i do for those because i dont ever invite any of my friends to see those. but i try and get everyone and their mother to the charity show, so everyone and their mother will see me half naked and fat. not cool. im working on it.